Receding Recitals

Malaysia infamous 黄明志 got new song again. Hainanese rap somemore. 不愧是才子也…… 也难得有点儿“正常”一点，不会被政府通缉的作品……

打打手 跟公討個螺 公不分 公要留來飼男孫

男孫不大 拓田岸 土螲咬 腳趾又爛爛爛 爛爛爛…

海南人講海南話 海南咖啡真好喝

(Yo this is a Hainanese from Malaysia yeah)

海南人講海南話 海南咖啡真好喝

(Yo this is Namewee yo come on check it out)

夢在前頭 一起走向港口 幾十年回首 已經灰白了頭

百尺竿頭 不向命運低頭 轉動咖啡豆 阿公的雙手

Suukee Suukee We all are Suukee

Suukee Suukee We all are Suukee

風雨之後 一條過江龍 大龍生小龍 龍龍龍龍龍

我阿公 七十年前帶11塊 草帽短褲 坐船過海陸

跟舅來到這裡 做麼工都不怕苦

Roti加椰牛油 一杯杯咖啡烏

賺錢賺到不夠睡 人手又不夠多

每年過年做節 又要寄錢寄信

人說做久就會 只怕四腳八蹄

人說做久就會 最怕四腳八蹄

七十年後 他的孫回到唐山

跑去老厝 人以為我是做賊

不懂聽 聽不懂 海南話不相同

我們參太多福建番仔紅毛丹

講話Style不相同 Slang 又不相同

海南雞飯不相同 我們放黑豆汁

坐在這裡咖啡店 讓我來跟他講

我們的咖啡 沒放三聚氰氨

海南人講海南話 海南咖啡真好喝

海南人的一種風度 就是先學如何吃苦

海南人講海南話 海南咖啡真好喝

雖然已經換地方住 不變的是一種態度

從海口往南 海岸線漫長莫名奇妙惆悵 歷史把人流放

椰子樹在搖晃 聽見風的呼喚 原來那只是 蘇東坡在長嘆

看 這片沙灘 那個晚上氣笛聲一響 阿公從此逃亡

同樣地方 哪裡才是誰的家鄉

遍地黃金的夢和一個被貶的官

哥倫布說 地球是圓的 世界的盡頭 跟本不在三亞

天涯海角 是回不去的老家

是養不到的媽 也是報不到的答

唱完這首歌 我要回我的家

我的老家 跟我阿公不一樣

這個島 對我沒有任何感傷

但是我會把些思念帶回給他

我們都是 Suukee Suukee

我們都是Suukee Suukee

我們都是 Suukee Suukee

我們都是Suukee Suukee

Just watched A Christmas Carol with KS and Jianda. Haven’t seen them for a LONG LONG TIME, especially Jianda so pathetic go and take China Studies……….. Why must Marists be so stupid to be stepping stones for those China craps?

The show was so touching towards the end. Well it’s a good ending right? God bless us, and bless everyone! I am gonna watch this movie again, it would be much better in 3D =) Anyone wanna come?

Boredom to the max. Life sucks totally now. I HATE THIS. So much better if I were dead, then can play with the ghosts in hell. ARGH it sucks being alone at home now.

Went to Pulau Ubin today. To seek the truth. Or rather to take a break off reality. Anyway it’s good place to relax. Sadly I did not have a bicycle, this enables me to walk around freely, and get lost for quite some time, heh heh. It’s good to take detours lah and go off the beaten track lah, but don’t kaykiang and anyhow walk next time.

Didn’t upload pictures yesterday. Forgot. So I went to Yishun to eat with some cute J1s at 9pm. Haha it was Tuesday anyway, so no prob with curfew:

Then yesterday was class outing (or rather 1/3 of a class) at Thomson and Orchard.

And today was Pulau Ubin, Home, Tampines, Yishun and Bukit Panjang. Gosh I love my legs. Not for its slimness but for its dexterity. I don’t any common man can tahan walking around for that long.

And yay my third Primary Sch has outing. So happy. Haven’t been seeing them for years. Doubt they would forget me anyway. Ciaos.

Phew Thailand Snacks can be real spicy. My lips are like 刘文聪's right now.

Today is a good day. Enjoy this Fantastic Mr. Fox movie, a stop-motion animated film based on that Roald Dahl’s book:

Suddenly I feel like Mr Fox. On one hand he just thinks big and talks and talks. On the other hand he is truthful to his friends. Of course I can’t say I am wholeheartedly truthful to everyone, but I do try my best to do so.

Great Indian restaurant today at Thomson Rd. Just happened to pass there last night. Well it’s kinda worth it, but I was really really not full. =(

China embassy full of Chinamen. Damn crowded. It’s as if I am in a foreign land. Queue so long just to make a bloody visa to China. Filling in the particulars on the form just make me feel weird. “Country of Birth”---China. “Former Nationality”---China. “Current Nationality”---Singapore. “Country of Embarkation”---Singapore. This is all so weird. A Singaporean who also holds a China passport is applying for a visa to China. WTH.

Saw so many NJ people today. A total of 18 in 10 hours. 3 couples included somemore. Hohoho two pairs at Wisma Atria and one at CCK MRT. The CCK couple was so…………… hahahahahaha look quite alike lah, haha. Apparently Singapore is so small and so sian that everybody goes to the same places. I don’t care I shall go Pulau Ubin and slack tomorrow.

I think Aiman is right. Saya tak nak and should not teruskan ini. After all, school is indeed over, and I will be botak in another two months time. What’s the point of thinking and pondering, when it’s all gonna be over soon? Do the right thing. Be ready to welcome Pope Yang I in the future.

Which one could I be? =)

Whoa. I am really bored. From JB to NJ to JP to Sembawang to Yishun. Singapore is too sian for me already. I need LIFE. INJECT SOME LIFE INTO ME, PLEASE.

Rainy stormy days are over I hope. All I can see now is a cloudless night sky. Beautiful stars, probably trying to show me a path to guide me. Maybe I have been doing the right things, maybe I haven’t. But never mind, I don’t regret them anyway. I have always been enjoying the process. During March this year I was quite sian like now too. I went to explore all sorts of weird parts of Singapore. Yeah my attitude turn out to like shit during that period of time lor, but I really enjoyed THAT TWO WEEKS OF PROCRASTINATION. Best of my life, apart from Taiwan.

五月天 got this song called 知足. Fits my current feeling exactly. With STARS some more:

怎麼去擁有 一道彩虹

怎麼去擁抱 一夏天的風

天上的星星 笑地上的人

總是不能懂 不能覺得足夠

 

如果我愛上 你的笑容

要怎麼收藏 要怎麼擁有

如果你快樂 不是為我

會不會放手 其實才是擁有

 

當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空

為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動

終於你身影 消失在 人海盡頭

才發現 笑著哭 最痛

 

那天你和我 那個山丘

那樣的唱著 那一年的歌

那樣的回憶 那麼足夠

足夠我天天 都品嚐著寂寞

 

當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空

為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動

終於你身影 消失在 人海盡頭

才發現 笑著哭 最痛

 

如果我愛上 你的笑容

要怎麼收藏 要怎麼擁有

如果你快樂 不是為我

會不會放手 其實才是擁有

 

知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛

知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛

Actually, apapun yang terjadi, it doesn’t really matter. Pengalaman yang indah. Cukup already.

Everyone be sure to book your orders from me by 9th Dec hor. I will be going to Xi’an, Chengdu and Taipei. And maybe some other random cities and provinces around haha. Oh before I forget, my class got 老处女. MUAHAHAHAHA.

     We love JB food.  Aiman can organise his own JB Shopping Party liao, haha.

     Boring Tuesday. Sians.

     Where should I go for the next few days? BORING LIFE. SIANS.

曇華一夢 by 蔡佳瑩

 

曇華夜迷蹤　朦朧待月光

霓裳繞清漪　飄渺如夢中

意濛濛　聽玲瓏　月晴舞霓裳

月似虹　冷如霜　月陰掩姿容

啊　寒影一縷鎖月宮　不許黎明芳　不許黎明芳

不见荷, the female protagonist here, is a cold-hearted lady. This guy called 叶小钗 loves her, but she instead brings a lot of misery to his close associates. And this 不见荷 likes to appear emo and think about her past. In the end the ending is good lah, but the process is too breath-taking liaos.

Technology is good nowadays. The graphics and actions of these puppets are damn good. And the plots are getting better, much more exciting than those made in 1970s. Instead of mere fighting, now they include love and many other essential elements. And the 片头 and 片尾 songs are so nice! The MV is also so touching, better than those Jay Chou ones lor.          =)

Today Chem like shit lah, kanasai. But today happen to be a nice little Curry Wok and Island Creamery day. Thanks to 酸志 and 晓君. Muahahahahaha. Camwhore crap. 晓君 so evil lah go and pluck out other people picture to put your own.... Evil to the max.

Yuanzhi and his face in an attempt to act like Zikai. With his cheeko smile, looking at some hot girls. Tsktsk just like Zikai. Sigh.

Yay tmr is JB day. With Aiman. So cool. Yay. Bubblegums on the move.

Yawns. Haven't been mugging. Today happen to see our NJ PE teachers. They were like "what the heck are you doing here in Clarke Quay, you should go back and study. MCQ very important ok!" Come on lah, MCQ nia, tak penting one, anyway exam like shit already, is ok to screw another thing up. I have never believed in miracles anyway.

So travelled around half a Singapore once again today, because stupid me mistook 1pm for 11am. Damn.

This 珍珠坊 picture is the best picture I have taken in my whole life. Oops the background effect here makes this picture look not so nice, but the clouds and the striking colors of the residential block matches very well. =)

Catch the irony, Chinese New Year and Christmas put together.

Today there was this Singapore Dragon Boat Regatta. Minister was here to support. Many teams from all over the world came, including NJs, and I think they thrashed quite a lot of people. Anyway they stormed Subway and finished all their bread. There were only two popiah wraps left in the stall.

Went to 粤海清庙 to take a look while killing time. An old temple surrounded by tall skyscrapers. And the 妈祖 inside looks very 慈祥. Think she must have been very 灵验, got many 牌匾s donated by the followers, some even tracing back to 光绪廿三年, too bad inside cannot take picture.

Warren with his usual saibin. Anyway we went to the museum to see this Philippine Culture exhibition. Not very interesting leh. Like all those tribal stuff damn sian leh.

EPIC FAIL ATTEMPT TO ACT LIKE A MAT. Wah terror sial, I dun looook laik a mat, macam pervert sial...

Just returned from Ziyi’s place. His room is in a terrible mess. OMG. It’s one of the worst I have seen in my life already.

Went to many places today. Refused to study. Did 3 Physics MCQ questions before deciding to go and finish my Taiwanese puppet shows. And 爱 in the evening. Damn Mediacorp cut the show to one hour only. No kick.

After went to Clementi West Street 1. On my trail for history. OK lah supposed to go there are retrieve my Physics book, but decided to walk around and see how much stuff have changed for the past 12 years since I left. Nothing much changed. The Senior Citizens’ Corner where those old hags called us 「唐山来的」 while playing chess is still there, with the same scent and the same smiling Buddhas. The playground was still the same. Even the Provision Shops were the same. It’s the people that have changed.

姑婆走了。我迟来了一步。对我们而言，在我们初到新加坡之际，正是这群左邻右舍一直在跟我们串门子，互相帮忙。尤其是姑婆以前很疼我的，经常那些吃的玩的给我。我外婆每次都跟我说姑婆的生活又多么坎坷，丈夫在她还不到二十岁的时候就被日本人拉去海边作掉了，又要带孩子长大，实属不易。搬来四美后，外婆还经常去找她，而我每次刚好都有事情，没法去。现在我有这个心想回去看看，结果姑婆上个月却撒手人寰了。

We must always cherish things around us. I have to admit that I am a very 念旧 person. 过去的事情，总是令我难以忘怀。Now I don’t even know how I am going to tell this to my Grandma. Think she would be very very sad. We hid the death of someone from her for almost two years already. Now another one. 人生命运多桀，还是趁有生之年疼惜爱护别人吧。我一直以来都认为人与人之间的情义是种缘份，既然大家有缘相见，自然就应该珍惜这种缘分，做重情重义之人。

Not gonna study tomorrow. Shall go Singapore River to chill.

 

蒼煙孤雲　茫茫無依

自在飛花　開謝迷離

繁華如夢　夢中是你

一片冰心　猶原相思

昨夜小樓　溫柔纏綿

明日折柳　天涯萬里

 

嘆啊嘆　一身風華似流水

問阿問　紅顏寂寞無人見

浮浮沉沉　等待月圓

是冷暖　是苦　還是甜

不敢回首　回首當初相逢時

 

I really hate this weather. I rather sweat everyday. Bring me back my sunny life. Please take the glooms off me. Or bring along a leaf stone so that Gloom evolves into happy little Vileplume. I feel so pangsehed now. What a big flat, with me alone in it. This sucks totally. With two unknown tenants. And I become their LANDLORD. WTF IS THIS. Why have things changed so fast in half a year? WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!